changes in life.

So may 30th i found out that i was bringing a child into the world.. and i wasn't scared at all because i knew i had my family so close to me if i needed help. i had a supportive man who loved me and took care of my every need. It feels as in a blink of an eye i'm losing my entire family. One day my family lives only 30 minutes away and next day my mother is taking my sisters and moving up 20 hours away. I dont understand why she would want to leave me or her grandson right now. She is breaking up my family before i even have my family. Im scared to be alone out here with no one around for help. She says "I am just one phone call away". But, what about only half hour drive away when i need her. Even now when she is up there I do call her and she is too busy to me or i cant get a minute alone with her without someone breaking into our conversion. Im happy to be having a son but not happy that his grandma and aunts wont be living close anymore. Im unsure if they will even be down when hes born. I am blessed to have his family to be so close to us and to help me with anything i need but its still not the same as my mom.