graduation is making me feel many mixed feelings.
I am excited that im about to start the next chapter in my life. I get to be excited about making my own decsions and just in all i get to grow up. not that i havent grown up for real but i get that slip of paper that says i completed 13 years of something i have been working for even if i didnt like it all the time or want to quit most times.

but than im completelly scared out of my mind. I just cant handle the change. or being forced to do something everyday of my life into being my choice.