Alan

so this is alan.
hes pretty much amazing.
we have been together for about 7 months and he makes me so happy. I love havin him in my life. We laugh everyday. We love everyday. There is so much I could say about him.
Alan has stolen my heart. He really does spoil me. Takes care of me and makes sure I am doing what I need to be doing. He is my prince charming. He is always here for me and never leaves my side. We are never apart. We spend all our time together and I hate when we are apart. I do not know who can spend as much time as we do together and not have big fights. We have little disagreements but we are lucky enough to have found the perfect person for us. I am the luckiest girl in the world!!! I love you.

It kills me that you act as if I'm pure death in itself
my love for you is unconditional, unlike yours.

This is the only way for me to be free
to describe my life and the twists and turns lime a tree.

I wish you knew me
and that I could be
oh so free


That's is all I want.
It's all I wish is to be understood and loved.

With life comes....

It has been a great deal of time since i have been on my blog writtting about what i believe and what i think is right or wrong, or what i feel..
but tonight i went threw something that is hard..

realizing the truth on which i was to recieve.. its sometimes really hard to accept the truth and that is what i had to do tonight.

i dont understand why the things happen the way they do bit i guess they happen for a reason.
It is possible that maybe it is just not my time yet and i will just have to accept that fact. NOthing more than a simple fact.
i guess the fact of life.

life used to be simple easy and pure.. its not that anymore..