family

i have pondered this so much lately who is my family??

do you pick who your family or are you stuck with blood???

some say blood is thicker than water..

but you know what the famliy i chose are in my heart and if they arent there than the heart is not pumping the blood..

which it doesnt matter if youi have blood or not bc its not being pumped..

so you do chose family and im glad i do bc i have picked some amazing people so far..

im not saying forget your blood family.. im saying keep the people you love in your heart<33

bc they truley matter in life

why

why did you let me down
why couldnt you just let me drown
why couldnt we be in just one town
why dont i have a meltdown
why do i have a frown
why dont i shutdown
why were you a letdown
why did say putdown
why do i have a frown

well now i want to cry
now i want to die
now i want to sigh
now i want to fly
now i want to deny
now i want to out cry

so i say good bye

winter

we had a great time at my dads house i wil miss himi but im gald to be home with my mom and just school is about to start and im so excited its going to be crazy being my last semester of high school than i go to college and i think i figured out what i want to do in life so im even more happy im going to stay home the next two years i hope.. who knows what is next???? life is such a mystry to me... that is the best part:)